Thoughts on art journaling - another 7 weeks

1. Art journal has became another exausting chore - the thing that I was most afraid of.
2. I still really enjoy it, but I lack inspiration.
3. Takes more and more time, I can't do it.
4. As you can probably see, I lost my afflatus completly.
5. From the thing that used to bring my only joy and pride, it became a disappointment, over and over.
6. My little Tumblr sucess in popularity made me compete with my past self.
7. Art journal no longer can express me, because I feel incomplete, small and empty. There's nothing to put on paper.
8. I hate the fact that I stress about it now, when it used to have only a calming role.
9. After all, it made me wonder if I want to do art in the future. Probably I'm not enough.
10. I need to work more, work harder.